My Deadman Post(s)
Monday, February 22, 2010
Entering the depth of hell
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Tomorrow is the first paper for my final semester.. QAAS, a troublesome and tedious statistic paper.. Requires great amount of calculation.. Careless mistake = dead..
Suppose to study after I get home today.. But I practically did anything except for studying.. I sleep, play game, watch anime, read manga, browse facebook, search for songs and even update blog.. Bleah.. After scrapping through tomorrow's QAAS.. Still got 1 more killer paper on Thursday..
Really hope this will end soon.. End the torments.. Faster run through hell, hoping to seek a paradise after hell..
Gilbert Died @ 12:02 AM
Friday, February 19, 2010
Pissed.. Totally pissed..
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One thing to announce.. I AM FINALLY FREE FROM ASSIGNMENT..
cleared PDPE and BEP today.. Now only thing left is EXAM!!
Went to school today to hand up PDPE and finish up BEP.. Then study a bit of QAAS..
On the way home is the most fucked up part.. It makes me realised how fucked up Singapore is.. Talking about being courtesy and stuffs.. Having useless campaigns and stuffs.. It seems to me that as long as these idiots are not educated since young.. They will never understand the meaning of courtesy..
When we were young, we were taught on letting alighting passengers to alight before we board the MRT.. BUT OBVIOUSLY there are people who dun understand this.. Since you dun wan let me alight.. Either I will bang my way through.. Or I will just be another asshole.. Jammed at the door.. Either wait for them to let me pass.. Or they will wait for the next train..
Screw those people..
Gilbert Died @ 9:19 PM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
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Its NEW YEAR!! Time to play and have fun... BUT!!! Exam week after new year -.-" Totally spoil mood.. To make it worse.. PDPE and BEP deadlines.. Exactly right after new year.. ZZzz Super spoil mood...
Decided to do what I am good at.. HECK CARE LA.. Play first then talk.. Wahahaha..
Just came back from cycling.. To deliver cards.. After last stop.. Came back from AMK.. Took near half an hour... Am I getting older?? It seems that I am getting slower and slower.. Anyway.. Also heck care..
Time to eat and eat and eat.. Hope I can get fatter.. =)
Gilbert Died @ 2:31 AM
Friday, February 12, 2010
Hate myself..
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Hate myself a lot..
Hate myself for being gutless..
Hate myself for being hopeless..
Hate myself for not being able to speak up..
Hate myself for everything..
Hopeless me..
Gilbert Died @ 11:58 PM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Training pencil skill
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These two day.. I guessed I use pencil more than I use pen.. Have been using pencil to keep drawing those stupid P&ID.. Why still need draw blueprint.. Just build la.. Kns..
To think that after leaving primary school for so long.. I actually still can use so much of pencil.. Used up 8 leads in less 2 days.. the most crap thing is.. The total time spent is not even 8 hours..
Is either the pencil nowadays too weak, or I used too much.. Bleah.. Luckily got a large ammunition of pencil lead.. Can spam as much as I want.. Haha..
CSW interview finished today.. Still considered okay ba.. Not dead yet.. But my horrendous English should be able to KO Miss Su Lin.. Haha.. SO "PROUD" of myself -.-" Being ownage at this kind of lousy stuff.. Bah.. Whatever.. NO MORE LANGUAGE MODULE! WOOHOO!!
Tomorrow last make up lesson for cGMP.. Then no more lesson liao.. Must faster finish up PDPE and BEP.. Then study for exam.. THEN SAY SAYONARA TO SP!! Wahahaha...
Gilbert Died @ 11:59 PM
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Results out..
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It seems that even though there isn't much change in the overall results.. but the actual results were finally out..
Bent Knee Sit Ups: 42 A
Standing Broad Jump: 247 cm A
Sit and Reach: 47 cm A
Pull Ups/Inclined Pull Ups: 2 F
Shuttle Run: 10.1 seconds A
2.4km Run/Walk: 12.13 minutes D
Still going to work harder on my pull up.. I believe I can do it.. Coz I got no choice but to do it..
Gilbert Died @ 9:30 AM
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Minor updates
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Lets start from Friday..
Reach home near 7am+ Slept at 8am..
Kena disturb at 10.16am by an sms.. Disturbing call that kills my sleep at 10.20am.. Sleep for approx 2hours.. Feeling damn nua and tired..
Went for NAPFA in the evening.. As expected.. I failed it.. Haiz..
2.4km - 12 minutes 16 seconds.. Get D
Standing broad jump - 247cm.. Get A
Sit and reach - 46cm.. Get B
Shuttle run - 10.18 seconds.. Get A
Sit-up - 42.. Get A
Last but not least the damn station that killed me.. Chin-up - 2.. Get F..
Haiz.. Kind of wasted.. Never mind.. Work hard after exam.. Then go try again..
Today.. Went to NTU early in the morning for open house.. Explore part of the school.. Suddenly realised that actually SP quite small sia.. Stay till afternoon.. Went to shop at quite a few places for my new year clothing.. Jurong Point, ION Orchard and last but not least.. Toa Payoh Centre.. Spent quite a lot.. Near my 2 days pay.. But still okay ba.. Since I seldom buy clothes.. The most only twice per year.. So still consider okay ba.. Haha..
Tomorrow.. Expected to stay in office the whole day.. Doing rubbish job.. Clearing rubbish.. Returning rubbish.. A lot of rubbish is waiting for me.. How nice and looking "forward" to it sia.. Bleah..
Gilbert Died @ 11:58 PM
Friday, February 5, 2010
Quick Update
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Few things to update:
1. FINALLY!! I FINISH THE DAMN FYP!!! NO MORE WORRIES ABOUT IT!!!
2. DAMN PDPE.. Now have to chiong fast for PDPE..
3. I just came back from work.. Damn tired.. Guess I should go to sleep soon..
Gilbert Died @ 7:26 AM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Judgement Day
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The judgement day for my year long module is within 24 hours.. But still not very sure why.. I dun feel a thing about it.. It is because I am over nervous about it that I dun feel a thing? Or is it just plainly I couldn't be bothered by it??
Maybe I should try and create some pressure for myself.. So that I can sense something about it.. Been working hard on this damn project and dun really wish to screw it on the last part.. After all, I am damn good at screwing up things last minute..
Yesterday, not my usual self.. Been dazing and staring into the air blankly.. Dunno what is going through my mind.. Buy drinks also can get everything wrong.. Go home never sleep in MRT also can miss stop.. Totally wondering what the heck am I thinking.. Perhaps I should try to sleep earlier today to ensure that I have the energy to do my best tomorrow.
To whoever that is doing presentation later, be it FYP presentation or other presentation..
All the best.
Do your best.
Even though the results may not be the best.
But at least you know that you have tried your best.
Not going to live with any regret.. Definitely.
Gilbert Died @ 1:18 AM