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Welcome

Welcome to the grave of the bunny.
Please do not anyhow click on the RIPXX at the side.
They meant different things.

R = Nothing much.. Just something about me.
I = My Posts. Just some rare updates of mine.
P = Thrash zone. A place for thrash talk.
X = Ancient records from the past
X = Just some others who mourned for/with me.

The Bunny

There is nothing much about me to know.

My Deadman Post(s)

Thursday, January 31, 2008
Its OVER!!! ||

FINALLY!!

The damn exams are over.. and its PAYBACK TIME!!!

I need to pay back the following time:
My time for sleeping since I sleep so little
My playing time since I never play as much as before examinations
My dreaming time since it has been a long time I dream

Today is a fine day ended with sleeping and napping.. Got back quite a lot of sleeping time..
The EM paper in the morning ended with a brisk.. Terence and the rest went for makan at botak jones.. But I decided to go home due to reasons and mood.. at least I feel happier and someone is happier..

Spend the whole afternoon sleeping.. Well I think I really need it badly.. It has been a long time since I take such long hours nap.. Nyuuuuuuuu..

Now everything is finallised and all I can do now is to wait for the results and hoping to get my 3.5 of GPA this semester.. Anyway... I am very confident of getting more than 3.0 for GPA.. I know that I can do it and I will do it..

CNY coming.. Haven't buy my shoes, my shirt.. Must find a time go shopping.. Wanted to cut my hair today.. But seems like I overslept.. Tomorrow is Friday and the barber is closed.. Guess I will just cut it on Saturday..

Lastly, Jamie is going off for Thailand tomorrow morning.. Wish you and your family have a safe and enjoyable trip.. and help me say Hi to my relative birds there if you happen to see them..

Gilbert Died @ 7:25 PM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Brain Malfunctioning ||

Guess I am really getting old.. can't seems to study last minute as efficient as before..
Today had my CPPB paper.. studied on yesterday and today's morning.. I assumed that I had studied enough and did not studied.. anyway.. My heart told my brain that he dun wan to study.. Well.. just follow wat my heart tell me to do..

Went in the room with some preparation.. Hmm.. As least the preparation to screw the paper.. Lol.. Indeed.. I screwed the paper.. But not as bad as I thought.. Studying EM tomorrow.. but not in school.. Kinda sick of travelling to school.. Especially travelling alone..

Last paper to go.. and off to working spree!!

加油 to everyone!! 1 MORE PAPER!! CLEAR IT AND PLAY!!!

Gilbert Died @ 8:47 PM

Friday, January 25, 2008
Day without my lappy.. ||

Today.. horrible day to pass.. My bro borrowed my lappy to do work.. whole day without my lappy...

Work up in the morning at 10am.. no laptop.. so hard to survive.. worse of all.. my big bro mc.. at home.. no desktop also >.<.. Nothing much to do.. so watch DvD.. still thinking that time will pass fast.. but.. it is even slower than expected..

Wanted to study CPPB since already nothing to do.. but juz remember that some part of Chapter 4 no need to study.. First two person come to my mind is Terence and Jamie.. But Terence.. he dun seems to be those who listen in class one.. Lol.. same type as me =D.. So called Jamie to check.. Thanks and sorry for bothering >.<..

The whole damn day is wasted with studying only the first chapter of CPPB?? Lol.. didn't know that I can "achieve" so much in 1 day sia.. Guess is another module waiting to be screwed..

So bored that I took quite a lot of naps today.. well.. that explain why I only managed to study the first chapter.. Haha..

Awaiting for the gathering tomorrow with YJ, LS and Benson.. As in meet up each other.. Even though we talk to each other almost every night??

2 more papers to go... CPPB and EM.. after that there will be no partying.. Coz I will not have much time left.. It is time to stock up more resources for me to last for next year..

Work Work Work Work Work and more Work!!! CHIONG ARH!!!

Gilbert Died @ 8:06 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008
Memories ||

Soon, first year will be over.. been in the class for around a year.. friends who were use to be friends were no longer friends.. Guess that is reality.. It is hard to find a friend who truly understand you.. who will be there when you need support.. and who will ask help from you when they need support.. Human is the scariest animal.. they approach you with a smile.. and without u knowing.. arrows and spears pierce through your back.. I kinda miss the good old times during Secondary..

Had lunch today with Benson.. Well.. at least I concluded something.. the UNO beef house in Toa Payoh is much worse than the one beside SP.. Had a set of black pepper chicken chop with cold potato ball and a hard tasteless garlic bread..

We had nothing better to do and since we are cycling.. we decided to go explore AMK.. Cycled all the way there and went to visit my mum's working place.. had a small rest there and eat AGAIN! Lol.. sat there for some time and we decided to move on.. BUT damn the weather.. it started drizzling.. so bo bian.. we have to head back to TP.. by the time we reach Bishan.. it stop drizzling.. -.-" feel like getting conned sia.. Well.. nothing much to do in the end and went home..

Nothing much to do at home.. starting to dream while playing.. remember the old times during secondary.. having fun together.. and the days trying to siam that turbanator.. the days we had training together... So many beautiful memories.. Thinking about the past one year in poly.. Had some beautiful memories.. but it seems so fade.. By the time I try to get hold of it.. it vanished.. Well it did not seems to be that lasting after all..

Gilbert Died @ 9:46 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Knock Out ||

Finally, 1 fucking module ended.. Today, had my ITM exam.. Well, screwed it quite badly.. but no choice.. who ask me study it like... today morning?? Reach school at 8:40+.. but I sleep for a total like 2 hours+.. coz study a bit then sleep a bit.. so add up around 2 hours.. Went into the room with quite an empty mind.. Answered my question base on whatever I can remember.. MCQ and Short answer shouldn't be a big problem.. The killer of the paper.. Section C.. Well.. I got the first question totally wrong.. the one on counting cells.. then.. I dunno how to define and find the D and Z value.. Guess I am really screwed.. 30 marks gone.. AT LEAST... that is provided that i got all correct in the front part.. which is IMPOSSIBLE.. If I can get a C+ for ITM I think it will be more than enuff.. But hoping to get myself a B..

Went home with Benson since our papers both ended at 4:10pm.. Went back to Braddell and had some coffee at the coffeeshop near my house.. It seems to been a long time since we sat down and have coffee.. Hoping to spend more time with my friends..

Had a mass conversation with Terence's friend.. Suern.. she said that I am rude.. I ask her which part of my conversation is rude.. and she say every part.. well.. I had nothing to say.. But I am borne rude.. thats me..

CPPB is the next killer paper.. Hope to strike it down before it gets me.. I will strive hard to get my GPA of 3.5..

To everyone reading this blog: SMILE SMILE AND SMILE MORE!! STAY HAPPY ALWAYS :D

Gilbert Died @ 11:57 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008
Good to see you guys again.. ||

It is good to see you guys again..

Today, went for one of the study session near my house.. even though not really that near.. but at least completed something today after all.. Actual aim for today was to finish all the leftover question for the IOC paper of 05/06 Sem 1 and 2, 06/07 Sem 1 and 07/08 Sem 2. Finish most of it left some of it either still not sure how to do or there is problem with the question.

Today, I was actually scheduled for work but somehow or someway.. I managed to get a last minute off.. LOL.. Leaving the poor aunties there working with all the heavy stuffs.. Coz normally during Sundays, I will settle the heavy stuff at work, so that the aunties can have a easy week after that.. since the moving of cartons are settled.. Woke up at around 9am.. and watch doraemon at 9.30am.. which I dun usually get to watch as I am off to work.. Was suppose to meet Meryl, Shermin, Shuqi, Lishi at 12pm at Toa Payoh.. but coz I went to shop at the NTUC.. then lost track of time.. Haha..

Went for lunch at LJS.. then I realise how long I have never eaten LJS.. guess have to find some time go and eat BK.. since I also quite long never eat liao.. (To Jamie: I still want to go eat that si Botak one.. when u all wanna go.. >.<)

Went to the CC near Meryl house.. The study corner there.. I can only say.. HORRIBLE PLACE TO STUDY.. 1 small room without any plug with lizard running around.. Then got this 2 stupid camera looking at you.. Worst of all, U NEED TO PAY FOR THAT PATHETIC ROOM..

Anyway.. got chased out of the room coz only Meryl paid for it.. so we decided to change to another place to study.. which is near SQ's house.. at the resident corner.. Finish quite a bit of work there and started not to focus.. Since I dun really feel like concentrating anyway.. We spent the afternoon there.. with some parts doing work and some parts crapping.. (Well.. After all.. We never seen each other like for months.. So it is normal that we have things to crap about.. Haha)

Went to the Shop and Save near the resident corner as there was a shortage of water.. On the way there.. I realise how not familiarise I am with places around Kim Keat Avenue.. Even though it is near Toa Payoh Area.. Maybe I still dunno the whole of Toa Payoh after all.. Must find some time to go explore more..

Stayed there for quite some time after back with the water.. and started packing up since everyone is about to go.. Had quite a "long" walk back.. since got plenty of time.. and here I am here now at home.. Blogging about today since I got a long time never blog.. Having my IOC examination this Tuesday followed by ITM on Wednesday.. Guess gonna start on my ITM since I have not really started on it.. Coz I fell asleep after reading 2 pages of it.. Haha..

Hoping to have another study gathering soon even though I may be having my holiday.. But I still can be there to smack whoever is not studying.. Haha..

To all my poly friends: Exams are just 1 step away.. Run through it and we will be fine.. (For the time being.. Haha..) Cya guys tml if you all are going to school.. and IF we see each other..

Gilbert Died @ 7:09 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008
Time to rest for blogggggggiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnngggggggggggg ||

Will be out for a few weeks.. May or may not blog.. but 1 thing for sure.. I will be quite inactive.. May be only tagging.. if only there are things to reply..

Exams are round the corner.. I DUN WANNA SCREW MY GPA LIKE WAT I DID LAST SEM!!!
Well.. this sem.. my target 3.75 and above.. haha.. a bit impossible but I will achieve it.. Hehe :D.. Time to start studying.. First subject to KO, IOC..

Will be out to study for the whole week I think.. Call me out to study if you all want.. Feel free to sms me :D

Gilbert Died @ 11:56 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008
Funny Little Girl.. ||

Today, wanted to go and screw the CCA orientation but only to find myself waking up at 12?? I think the orientation is going to end soon.. So instead, went to have lunch with Benson and YJ.. Went to have lunch at the KFC nearest to our school.. We had a small talk after lunch and found this little girl, together with her mum coming to KFC..

As everyone know.. Fast-food restaurant have this NO PETS ALLOWED policy.. but somehow this little girl brought her pet dog along but the staff there can't do anything about it..

This is a pic of her..

Just in case your guys can't see what species is her dog.. Here's a closer one

OMG!! NEW SPECIES!!! THE STUFF TOY!!!

We had a great laugh after that.. Well.. thats really CUTE!! Had nothing much after that.. Juz walking around Toa Payoh..

Wanted to watch AVP2 tonight.. But due to some unforseen circumstances.. The plan will either be cancelled or postponed.. Haizz.. Well that's life..

Boring.. Work again tomorrow.. Followed by school on monday.. Life is so boring.. I want an outing >.<

Gilbert Died @ 10:57 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008
Happy Bday to me dad.. ||

Its kinda funny.. Me and my dad.. both born in January.. which makes our zodiac different from others who are born in the same year as us.. The other concidence is our zodiac are both snakes.. which make me more like him.. A difference of 36 years in between..

Started the stupid day with going school to do RWP.. guess I am really not used to going to school alone after all.. I told myself in the morning that I am taking train to school via Marina Bay.. BUT.. somehow, I went out at the time which is for me to take the train via Jurong East... Finish the damn RWP within like 4 hours?? maybe thats the only thing I am good at.. rushing work at the last minute.. The presentation is on Tues.. even though the lecturer said that no formal wear is needed.. but i think it is better for me not to wear too casual.. Haiz.. Presentation on tues which means that I have to start racking my brain to think of the best way to remember my presentation part.. Hope to succeed in elarborating the whole procedure of the experment with 1 diagram ba.. I believe that I can do it and I will do it..

Getting my CPPB test results on tuesday oso.. Guess this time i gonna screw it big time.. I screwed my CPPB test 1 and actually I dun intend to screw the second one.. But I guess the mood during the test day wasn't right.. I didn't had the mood to study for the whole day.. So I ended up studying not much..

Went to AMK after school to get the Bday cake for my dad.. Went to AMK quite objectively.. coz the cake type and the size was already known even before going there.. Things went quite smooth on the way to get the cake except for the drizzle there.. It is a good thing that my dad does not computer.. ( As in now.. in the future I do not know) The cake itself cost a bomb >.< $42.80.. But I dun think that he will see this.. Haha..

As the cake needed to be refrigerated.. therefore, went home to put the cake before buying his Bday present. This year, the present is shared by me, my second bro and his gf.. We bought him a BOOK! The title of the book "PCs for dummies". Well now u guys know why I said that in the future I not sure if he know computer.

Wanted to buy some wine or beer at the NTUC but we just have wine 2 days ago.. I guess it isn't good to have so much alcohol drinks.. Therefore, bought some apple juice instead..

Just before I forget about it.. A note to everyone riding bicycle.. If riding bicycle on a wet track or during wet weather.. DUN PRESS YOUR REAR BRAKE TOO HARD!! otherwise u will suffer the same fate as me.. the whole bicycle skidded.. Heng that it is at the carpark.. otherwise I wun be here blogging..

Well.. thats all for today.. Tomorrow will be the day when I go back my secondary to screw my Ex-CCA (If I have the time).. CCA orientation.. I love it man..

Gilbert Died @ 10:55 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008
Sorting my thoughts.. ||

The greatest happiness in life is to see people around you living happily and always smiling..
For the first time after 17 years of live.. My 18th birthday is the first time I dedicated my birthday wishes to people around me.. Perhaps, I am juz a selfish bastard who doesn't care about the feeling of others.. Maybe that is why my circle of friends are always so small.. only those few who will be there for me..

Even though, I agree that 1 good friend who know me well is better than 10 friends.. However, it is possible to achieve 1 good friend and 10 friends at the same time.. Maybe it is juz my pettiness that I was unable to realise till someone told me right in the face... and also the way I do things which often annoy people without me knowing..

Maybe I have not exposed to this cruel world enough to train myself up.. That is why I always think that what I thought was right.. My senior once told me this.. "In order to be a good leader, you must first be a good follower."

I have always been saying that I will change.. but somehow, I only changed for only a short period of time.. Is that what everyone always says.. " A leopard will never change its spot."?

Can someone teach me how to forgive and forget? Otherwise I will be living pathetically in the world of revenge and vengence.. Perhaps being blur and forgetful will be a blessing in disguise..

To all my good friends.. If you are pissed or annoy by the things I do.. please shoot me right in the face or give me a slap to wake me up.. I dun wanna sink any deeper anymore.. The roots are growing too deep.. I really wish to burn it all.. once and for all..

One more thing.. I AM NOT EMO-ING.. just sorting out my thoughts.. reflecting what I have done for the whole of my age 17..

Gilbert Died @ 11:25 PM

Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Lonely 18 ||

Finally the day has come.. But it seems to be on the wrong day.. On the day where I woke up on the wrong side of my bed.. Everything seems so wrong even though it is my birthday.. Felt so screwed and yet nothing can be done.. I am just hopeless I think..

First of all, a big thank to those who remember my birthday even though it fall on quite a stupid date.. Secondly, a extremely big thanks to Jacob, Jamie, Chit, Yinling, Kris, Terence, Kai Sheng, Wee Chuan, Sing Long and Wang Shuo for being there to celebrate my Bday.. Even though it was a short one, I guess not even more than 15 mins.. but I really appreciate it a lot.. The cake is nice.. not because of the taste.. but the effort you guys put in to help me celebrate my 18th birdday (or 17 I should say.. haha..) when we are at the busiest period of the year..

A big regret is that we never managed to go makan Botak Jones.. Hope to make it up another day.. maybe on another person's bday?

Spending more than half of my day doing that stupid module called IDEAs.. presentation is tomorrow.. but seems that we have quite a big part left undone.. Guess thats life.. Spending my pathetic holiday..

This year, the best birthday messaged received was even before 12.. Well, she was too tired that she need to turn in earlier.. It was more than just a Happy Birthday.. and I really appreciate the encouragement she gave me..

The first birthday sms was on 0000 hrs by my bro.. dun really know how he managed to send on the dot..

Well.. now that I am 18.. more freedom are given.. due to the stupid govt laws.. banning so many things before 18.. but more freedom means more responsibilities.. Haiz.. Gonna grow shorter again.. with so many loads on my shoulders..

Just something that I do not think I will forget is the opening of Changi 3rd Terminal!! It is todaY!! Opened to celebrate my bday =X... lol.. Hoping to make use of it soon.. Haha.. Think thats all and tomorrow is just another boring day of life at school...

Gilbert Died @ 6:11 PM

Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Screwy ||

Let's see.. after all, I am not that clever after all.. Everything have to blame myself for it..

Screwed my Chemical Process Principle B test today.. Why? Simple.. Let's see.. Today.. I got 10am to 1pm to study.. But.. I spent it sleeping at the stone table at T4.. 1pm to 3pm.. EM class.. but of coz everyone was studying for CPPB.. But I guess just do not have the mind to study.. I touch some questions before I continue sleeping.. 3pm to 5pm.. when some of them are having formal presentation.. Doing nothing much on CPPB.. Instead, I went on revising my Inorganic and Organic Chemistry.. How nice can it be..

Wonder what is my mind make off.. doing the wrong things at the wrong time.. Guess I am just too stupid to realise that I am stupid..

Changi 3rd terminal is opening tomorrow.. So Happy.. To others, it may seems that it is just the opening of the 3rd terminal.. To me, it seems like it is opened just specially for me..

Counting down to the hours before I turn 18.. I decided not to be too greedy and to have too many wishes.. This year, I wished for something that does not affect me.. but I shan't spell it out.. otherwise it will not come true.. But I really hope that she will live well.. Staying happy always..

Gilbert Died @ 9:07 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008
Miss ||

Never really been happy since the start of second semester.. To be exact, since the start of poly.. Miss the days with physical training.. Miss the stress-free days of secondary.. Miss the teachers who never gave up on me when I am doing bad..

But at least something to be happy about.. I met my class.. At least some of them bring me laughter, I guess you guys know who you are..

There are 2 who always support me by the side.. one who always give me a big smile and ask me cheer up.. the other who give me a smack and say, "Si Lang Jiao, Mai emo la.."

Poly modules have really been quite sucky.. with nonsensical modules like IDEAs and Microsoft Excel. Now, another nonsense added.. RWP.. Spent the last week rushing the report out, finding the my that report was 53% similar to other reports after going through that stupid anti-plagurism program.

Spend the day today doing nonsense things... Luckily, never spend the additional 2 hours in the morning attending crappy lessons.. Woke up late and took train to school via Jurong East.. As usual, when taking alone, I will just sleep on the way there.. And AS USUAL, I will just OVERSLEPT again!!! Haha.. Guess I am talented in sleeping.. Woke up at Choa Chu Kang feeling a bit blur.. Then, got down the train and take the opposite side.. This time, dare not sleep.. the start staring out in the air counting the number of trees I saw.. Well.. At least Singapore is not called a garden city for nothing.. So many trees that I lost count. Thought that I will reach school late.. Luckily, reach class on the dot at 10am.. BUT Ken Lee is no where to be sighted.. LOL.. a few minutes later he arrived.. He asked where are the rest of the class.. Hmm.. How do I reply his question when I did not even attend the previous class?? Well, everything seems so crappy..

Times fly till 3pm when I took this stupid test that was included in Engineering Maths. It was a test on this lame shiet program call Mathscad. A program that was meant to be used to aid you in calculation of maths problem.. But I guess it will cause more problem.. Bad programmer who never input an auto troubleshooting program. After the test, the day was not done.. still got GEMs skit rehearsal.. Feel that I never done much and poor Jamie.. Do so much but keep to herself.. Making herself so tired >.<

Wanted to study after GEMs skit rehearsal.. But my mind already floating off.. forcing myself to study will bring me nowhere.. Went home alone.. and AGAIN!! I slept in the MRT.. This time, it was till Yio Chu Kang.. Guess I have affinity with the Chu Kangs.. When will I see Phua Chu Kang sia.. Ask him help me renovate my house for free.. Haha

Hoping to spend my 18th Birthday happily.. But I doubt I can.. Hoping for miracle.. even though I dun really believe in one.. Well... That's LIFE..

Had a lot of birthday wishes this year.. But I guess a lot of them will not be fulfilled.. Especially those when it affects another person.. Cause that is out of what I am capable of controlling.. which I classify them as uncontrollable wishes.. other wishes like getting good results are within my control.. Guess I can just fulfill that..

Gilbert Died @ 10:08 PM

Friday, January 4, 2008
Recent happening ||

Haven't been free to update these few days.. Getting kinda busy..
Juz got back my EM test 2 result yesteday.. feeling quite happy as the test which I thought I will screw actually turn out quite well.. Got 93 marks for that.. Terence got 94.. Always lose him in EM.. >.< Felt happy for Jamie too.. At least her hard work paid off.. 98.. 2 more to full..

To those who did not do that well: Work hard for the semester exam!! Believe in yourself that you can do it, and you will do it..

However, happy moments are always short.. Took the ITM test 3 later the day.. Guess I did not prepare myself enough.. Went in with quite a lot of question marks in my head.. So juz anyhow fill in.. as long as it somehow or somewhat similar to the meaning that my brain is thinking.. In short, writing what my mind is thinking.. never thought much on it.. Played too much games le.. Guess The Black Road is addictive after all.. LOL..

To those who do not know what The Black Road is: It is a warcraft 3 custom RPG map..

Recently, had this funny feeling.. This feeling is kinda weird that I think I never had it even during the O' Level. I get quite paranoid about the works I submitted.. It seems that there is always something here and there.. Getting quite worried that I will score quite badly for it.. Also, it seems that there is a heavy rock that is crushing on my brain.. Unable to think well.. and live is proceding so fast that I can't catch up with it.. Now, my breathing is so heavy that it seems like I can die of suffocation at any time. All the tests are cramping up with semester exams on its way.. Is this what they mean by stress??

WTH.. I HATE THIS FEELING!!! >.<

Gilbert Died @ 9:41 PM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR ||

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

First of all, it is a new year!! One and only 2008.. Hoping to pass it in peacefuly and successfully..
Next, hoping that everyone had their wishes come true..
Thirdly, LETS SET OUR NEW YEAR RESOLUTION AND FULFILL IT!!

Even though it is bad to swear at the start of the year.. But I decided to curse that wretched SingTel..
Lets see... Yesterday, started sending my new year message in advance at 11:30+.. It got jam as early as that time... When it was 12, knowing that my sms will not reach on time, I decided to call some of them..

Guess what I got, my phone.. no trace of ringing, and the phone just got cut.. Kept trying until it finally got through at around 12:20..

It is time for SingTel to update the damn server.. Lousy and weak..

Gilbert Died @ 2:58 PM