My Deadman Post(s)
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Bad/Unlucky Day..
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Seriously.. Today went to work.. Even though supposing no work.. Not really consider last minute either.. Juz.. Got work then go work lor.. Since me now damn broke.. Damn in need of money..
Kind of regret and also kind of happy that I went work.. Happy.. No need say.. Got $$ who not happy.. Regret.. Quite a lot of reason la..
Firstly, shop not open for more than 30 minutes.. To be exact.. not more than 20 minutes.. Got some damn kid.. Pee on his pants.. Worse still the parents.. movement damn kin.. Think I never saw.. faster pull her son away.. So.. what else.. mop lor.. Wasted quite a lot of time in the morning to mop the floor.. Reason being.. Simple.. I AM GOING TO STAY THERE FOR THE REST OF THE DAY.. I DO NOT WANT IT TO STINK..
Mop for quite a few times.. Change a few times water also.. Something in mind when mopping the floor.. Doubt the floor will ever be clean.. Coz the mop is dirty.. Kind of stupid.. But that is a fact.. After cleaning that mess.. Stucked in the toilet for around 15 mins.. Juz purely trying to clean the mop.. The mop.. Ultimate.. I change the water 7 times.. But everytime after rinsing the mop.. The water become black.. Not anywhere close to grey.. Sort of like those transparent black..
Secondly, due to some stupid reason.. Stupid decision by some freaks who are even more money minded than me (Imagine how jia lat that can be).. I was called to be some stupid potato chips promotor?? Sort of lucky, that I damn good at acting.. Act busy, act never hear.. all sorts of rubbish.. Only do a bit of it throughout the day.. Anyway.. busy no need act la.. Is really busy.. Only can say.. I have no intention of being a sale promoter.. Damn stupid.. Especially when I do not know anything about the product.. Totally no training at all..
Lastly, juz now when I got home.. Realise that I got a lot of things that were planned to be done today.. Were not touched.. Bleah.. Totally dead... To think that I still spend yesterday morning sending Shermin off to Aus and go shop at Expo.. Also spend the afternoon sleeping coz wake up at 3:30am..
Now.. totally dead... Looking at the time now.. Its already 2:40am.. The most funny part is.. I started entering the post near 12?? I have been leaving this window idling.. Lol.. Maybe I shouldn't edit the posting time.. Haha.. Let it be..
PC assignment due this friday.. Still got a lot of stuff to dead.. Going to be quite deadly I suppose.. Haiz..
Gilbert Died @ 11:57 PM
Friday, May 29, 2009
Falling apart.
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More date dues coming up.. But.. I am falling apart.. My body cannot take it soon.. Expected to fall sick soon.. Bleah..
These few weeks.. Too much for me to handle.. Started with the sleepless nights.. Then not being able to sleep in school.. So.. After counting.. I guess I sleep less than 5 hours a day ba..
Gilbert Died @ 8:02 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
What am I doing...
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Somehow.. Looking back at the post I posted an hour ago.. I decided to take it down.. To prevent things from getting more complicated.. Currently situation is nice.. I do not wish to spoil the situation..
Maybe I should stop thinking about the rest of the things.. Putting my heart and soul into schoolwork..
Gilbert Died @ 12:06 AM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Confused..
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Gilbert Died @ 10:58 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Deadlines approaching..
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Ok.. Quite a lot of things on hand.. Deadlines are all so cramped together.. Quite a lot of things happened.. I am losing my job soon.. It is a good thing or is it a bad thing.. Maybe I should look for another job.. Or maybe I should not look for another job for the time being.. and concentrate on my studies.. But.. Unless got support from my dad.. Otherwise I will be damn dead I guess.. Maybe I shall take a step at a time ba.. See first ba..
Gilbert Died @ 10:26 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Super Busy
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These few days.. Quite busy with work.. Dun think I will be updating as frequently.. Cannot afford the time to update ba.. Quite many assignment on hand now.. Still have to try to clear them.. FYP is going to be a killer.. Still got many uncertainties.. Many things still have to be comfirmed..
Time to sleep soon.. Tomorrow still got practicals.. Followed by meeting Mrs Choo for FYP.. Gonna be so dead.. Cannot sleep late also liao.. Bleah..
Gilbert Died @ 11:59 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
Today was fun!
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Ok.. Today.. Really damn funny.. Role play during EIS.. Chit's indian accent.. Really.. Make me buay tahan.. Super duper funny.. Maybe I have to admit.. I sucks at role play.. Unless the role is really damn close to myself.. Maybe that one easier ba..
Second part.. Hafiz VS Chit.. A battle of acting.. 1 from Mediacorp.. The other from drama club.. Nice fight sia.. They make it until super duper funny.. That is really quality acting sia.. Haha..
Third part.. WC VS Chit.. The battle between mum and son.. The way WC acted.. Really.. Damn funny.. Maybe he should consult SL more on how to be more "Niang". His deep voice really make everything sounded so weird..
PD Lecture at MLT1.. Joke created by that metalmanbullet.. Terence Tan.. His heavy weight.. Causes big impact on things around him.. Born destroyer.. Destroy everything in sight..
Attention to all SP students.. Please refrain from sitting the 2nd row from the back in the middle column, 4th chair counting from the left facing the screen. If not, sit at your own risk.. Haha..
Lastly, kinda feel that my internet connection is screwed.. Somehow.. Yesterday's post was not posted.. So it was kind of a double posting for today.. Juz that the timing was quite different.
Things are getting piled up.. Gonna start working or prepare to die..
Gilbert Died @ 6:56 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Long day at work with new changes.
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Today.. Consider a bad day.. Went to work.. Saw the new manager.. First day working with her.. Conclusion.. I do not look forward for the rest of my days remaining in Popular.. Maybe can start scouting for jobs liao.. Anyway.. She dun give me good impression.. She gives me the feeling that she is picking on the part timers.. Eg. Tucking in shirt.. Why she keep shooting the part timers and never say anything about the full timers.. Then.. EARLY IN THE MORNING.. Shop not even open for more than 1 hours.. Ask me to do shit job.. Somemore.. Not for my own department sia.. Rubbish.. ZZZzzzz..
My uniform.. Quite short.. So there is no way I can tuck in the whole day.. Unless I sit down there.. Only use my mouth to work.. Maybe the shirt will stay tucked for the whole day..
Working day isn't that smooth.. To make my day worse.. Stupid old me.. Eat dinner.. Left the name tag on the table.. Till I needed to put back my name tag.. Then realise I left it behind... Ran full speed all the way back to retrieve it..
I think I will now sit back and observe for any changes for the time being..
Gilbert Died @ 11:57 PM
Changes
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I dun like changes.. Especially when it is changing to become worse.. How I wish everything can stay put.. But.. This is reality.. It is not possible.. Juz like forcing changes on others is impossible.. The only possible.. Force myself to change to adapt to the situation..
Gilbert Died @ 1:36 AM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Long day..
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Spent a long day in school.. Reach at 7.50am.. Coz need to be witness for Terence.. Ended up.. Everything was not needed.. Wasted the two hours doing quite a lot of crap.. Lesson at 10 as usual.. Boring lesson.. A big group went to the back of the lecture theater to play cards.. The lecturer.. Must be damn pa jiao that he cannot see or he couldn't be bothered..
In the afternoon, GEMs is stupid.. Wasted an hour sitting in the classroom to rot.. At first, very obedient.. Sit there first 10 mins.. While waiting for the teacher to come.. Took out some PD work to do.. Do until around 15 mins.. Still no sign.. So.. Took out lappy to watch anime.. Watch until forget time.. Then close lappy.. Found out that the class left with less than 10 people.. Sitting at the 3rd row from the front.. But I became the person sitting furthest away from the whiteboard.. Those peeps behind me all left via the backdoor.. Kind of pissed ba.. The teacher.. Never turn up for lesson at all.. No notice.. Never say anything.. KNS..
Spent the rest of the afternoon in school to do mass balance calculation.. A lot of mistakes here and there.. Things dun get balance at all.. Bleah.. Tomorrow have to present everything to that stubborn old fag.. If really got problem I think I can take out all the BFDs and PFDs to support it a little ba..
Going to be another long long day in school tomorrow.. Haiz.. SUPER SIANZ ARH!! KAOZ EH...
Gilbert Died @ 12:43 AM
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Lots of things happening around me..
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Too many things happening around me.. Have been trying to predict all the possible outcome.. And been busy setting up countermeasures..
Quite a lot of people are also at the temper limit.. Luckily, mine is still at quite a low limit.. Maybe that is what they mean by 看得开.. Anyway.. Been quite a long long time since I exploded.. Dun really want to do it again.. I dun really want to feel the same wrath again.. Going through all that is scary.. I think I better stay at the border at all time.. To keep myself safe and as well keep the others safe..
Gilbert Died @ 10:54 PM
I changed my damn phone
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Finally.. I changed my damn phone.. The keypads of the previous phone is already like... Rotting? Anyway.. Super happy with my new phone.. Even though cost me quite a bomb.. Anyway.. Now I can go online as long as got WiFi liao.. LOL.. fun Fun Fun!
Gilbert Died @ 12:23 AM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Pathetic me..
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Why do I always felt so helpless and useless.. When friends around me are facing problems.. I can't provide any help.. Also dunno how to comfort them..
ARH!!! STUPID ME.. IDIOT ME!! PATHETIC ME!! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL!!!
Maybe I should just go bang the wall..
Gilbert Died @ 3:13 AM
Day out..
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Morning.. Go school do PD.. Kind of sucky.. But no choice..
Afternoon.. Go back Popular to settle some stuffs.. Also no choice.. Sianz
Night.. Went to watch X-men origin with Ant, Kel, Benson, LS, Elton, YJ and SH..
Not really in the mood to explain in detail..
Later in the night.. Go drink tea with Benson, Ant, Kel and SH..
Reach home around half hour ago..
Gilbert Died @ 1:50 AM