My Deadman Post(s)
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Horrific day in MRT..
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Today never did much work.. feel so ashamed of myself sia.. So 惭愧.. Morning wake up watch cartoon.. Then bo liao till go play Warcraft melee maps.. with Computer of coz.. Lol.. Quite stupid sia.. No wonder they always say computer brain will be never beat human brain.. After all, computer are programmed by human.. If one day they have a mind of their own.. I think the world will be in chaos sia..
Afternoon played with LS they all... Then I went to Expo myself.. Go to the Popular Expo Fair and Robinson sales.. Took MRT there.. Good way to spam concession.. Then saw some familiar faces there at Expo.. Those faces of the suppliers.. Lol.. All become promoter liao.. so sad.. Shop shop around the expo hall.. In the end, only buy a few stuff then off to Robinson sales liao..
Reach there... then compare the amount of people.. Conclusion.. Robinson sales have a bigger attraction.. LOL.. Especially the section where is hourly sales is held.. Can see why so many people there.. Pillow up till 50% discount.. Haha.. Walked round the Men's Fashion there.. Saw a lot of formal wear.. But don't think I will need them this semester.. Lol.. My main objective to go Robinson is to get myself a new backpack.. But then reach there.. Quite disappointed sia.. 90% of the bags are female handbags.. 8% those office brief case or carry case.. 1% backpack only.. The last % all those bags which I dunno should classified where sia.. Haha..
On the way back.. total horror.. Took MRT back also.. Nothing much happened on the EW line.. It was only after changing at City Hall.. I walked straight to the door that open only at Braddell when board the train.. When the train reach Dhoby Ghaut.. the horror came in.. A bunch of Ang Mo came in.. Then all walked straight in also.. Juz nice surround around me.. 3 Male 2 Female.. Main horror about them.. TMD ALL DAMN FUCKING TALL.. Even the female also taller than me.. Kns.. I feel so short sia.. One of the female there, the shortest one.. I think also got around 175++cm sia.. Tmd.. The tallest.. I think got hit 200cm sia.. Hit head need to bend quite low when entering the MRT.. The lights in the MRT almost totally got blocked.. Luckily those Ang Mo drop down on Orchard.. Still not that bad.. At Toa Payoh.. Another group of horror came in.. Tmd.. This time got surround by a bunch of Indians.. Then the Indian women.. That oil smell.. can make people suffocate sia.. Seriously.. Luckily Chit don't use those oil sia.. Otherwise I rather spray deodorant then the smell sia..
Night time as usual lor.. Went to Granny's house.. Today got good food sia.. Ba Ku Teh and Chilli Crab... Eat till sibei song.. Lol... I am growing fatter sia.. Finally!!! THE BIRD IS GROWING!! Haha..
Tomorrow working again.. More work and I will burn out whatever that I have eaten today.. Haiz.. I guess the best way to get fat now is to eat and don't work.. which is almost IMPOSSIBLE..
Hope my friends are doing well..
Hope they are happy..
Hope the people around them are happy.. Coz some of the weirdos will only be happy when people around them are happy..
Hope those who are suffering now will no longer suffer..
Hope those who deserve to be shot will be shot.. Leave this world before they cause more misery to others..
Gilbert Died @ 11:55 PM
Friday, May 30, 2008
Last day of school before term break
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Today is the last day of school before the term break.. Or some would call it study break..
Didn't did much stuff today.. Nothing big really happened.. Juz that today after school.. When to look for Benson.. Wanted to go home together but he got test at 5pm.. So ke lian sia.. LOL.. Lesson ends at 10am then test at 5pm.. Total waste of time.. But good thing is that Elton came to SP to look look.. Let's see.. He brought his junior.. Or should I say our junior since all from Beatty.. But too bad la.. I dunno her.. Then we had lunch together at FC6.. Saw Terence they all there.. As usual la.. Must be Kai Sheng suggest one.. After lunch we go jalan jalan.. Walk walk then go sit lor.. After that they went to play basketball then I dun wan.. So I go home after that lor.. Left the school around 2pm ba..
Reach home did nothing.. Dazing my time off and play..
Gonna fully utilise my next 3 weeks sia.. Catch up whatever that needs to catch up.. Or for some.. Need to start learning.. Like my FMA.. Knowledge to it = 0.. Must start learning liao.. MST coming after term break.. Haiz..
Gilbert Died @ 10:30 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Pranks Pranks and more Pranks
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Currently now in school while waiting for Akon to come to class.. It seems that he forget that he has a class waiting for him.. He is late... Severely late.. Lecturers should be dealt double the disciplinary action for being late sia.. While waiting for him now.. The class is damn noisy till I cannot sleep.. OMG... wonderful.. Gilbert can't sleep due to noise.. Can imagine how noisy it is sia.. Why the class so noisy leh.. Coz Donald and Hafiz some of the others which I myself also not sure.. They have been taking Chit's wallet and throwing it around.. Seriously.. If their wallet is the one that is getting thrown around.. I AM SURE THAT THEY WILL JUZ SCOLD HERE AND THERE.. Can't seems to put themselves in other's shoes.. Haiz.. Maybe will update more at night...
(Edited on 1:31pm) Finally Akon came.. Late for 31 minutes..Reached home at around 4+pm coz I left the EMII tutorial halfway to go home to do my HTE assignment. But kind of stupid la.. I go home slack here slack there.. Then watch tv and play.. Never really do any work till around 7+pm.. LOL.. Luckily still manage to finish the assignment and send to Phua ST.. Anyway.. Took quite a few naps in between.. Looking forward for tomorrow.. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BEFORE TERM BREAK!! WAH.. It is like.. FINALLY!!! But still have to work la. so still quite sianz.. Will miss those people in my class.. Will miss them for 3 weeks.. I may also suffer withdrawal symptom when I never shoot Chithrra for 3 weeks.. Omg.. Wish me luck.. LOL(Edited again on 10:56pm)
Gilbert Died @ 1:13 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Stupid Practical...
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Today did the FMA practical.. The one which has the 100% screwing rate.. Hope that my group break that record =D.. Anyway.. The experiment itself.. Is ok.. except for the procedure which is a bit abstract if we never watch the video... BUT.. the question seems quite weird... Somehow did not manage to catch what they asking sia..
The practical itself was long and slow.. Almost overheat the pump coz not enough water to pump... Then we go add more water to it.. We damn kiasu sia.. Add at least 3 pails.. LOL... Coz the experiment itself is long and draggy.. Then as expected la.. we last to finish.. But the most fucked up part about the practical is the teacher no time to debrief us.. KNS.. Tomorrow still have to bring everything back for debriefing.. Pui.. Tomorrow bag gonna be heavy again.. Haizz.. Practical ends.. Jamie lost 1 shoe.. Prank again.. Fucked up class.. why their pranks everytime take people things one.. Kns.. Can't seems to grow up sia.. Not say that I am grown up or wad.. But seriously.. it is damn bo liao la..
Had lunch with Terence at T4.. Then did some work.. Never went to look for my parents.. Coz they were in school for my bro's graduate.. and CONGRATS TO HIM.. GRADUATE LIAO.. me leh.. still got another 2 more years to get screwed..
EMIIA was boring la.. coz I already quite tired liao.. So practically never did much for the lesson.. Except for sleeping.. As usual la.. Terence my wonderful alarm clock.. LOL.. Seriously.. I can survive till now must really thank him.. For waking me up during lesson, for teaching me when I dunno, for studying with me, and of coz for being my best friend in poly..
After EMIIA, I went home.. Dun wanna waste 2 hours waiting for a 1 hour Q&A session for PI.. Anyway.. since I haven't even started asking.. So there isn't any question to ask la..
Reach home, get changed and went to Popular to buy stuff.. Met Benson in TPY.. then go buy things lor.. After that we went to the Arcade at TPY entertainment.. The only place I see with House of the Dead III now.. But hor.. Fucked up place.. Never maintain that machine.. Nb.. The gun is spoilt la.. Cannot even shoot.. Poor Benson wasted him money on eat.. Nothing really change in that Arcade except for the addition of Mario Kart and some change of place of machines..
Seriously.. work load is building up at a very fast speed.. It is even building up faster than I can clear them.. Pressure being built up.. HTE Assignment still not done yet.. Deadline this Friday... Sucks.. Currently got 5 Practical Reports which conssit of 2 Formal Report.. And 1 of the formal report is a solo report.. Then got 3 Assignment remaining.. PU, EM PBL, HTE.. Still have to study for the fucking MSTs after the term break.. To think that I still thought of working for the first 2 weeks of the term break... I must be crazy.. Really need to plan well now.. Kns..
I guess I will spend some spare time (If I have any) to sort out my thoughts and plans..
Endure, endure and endure.. That is the best I can do now..
Gilbert Died @ 11:59 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
My 100th Post
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This blog has been here for quite sometime.. Finally.. This is my 100th post.. Wow.. Didn't know that this blog can actually last that long.. Congratz to me sia.. For being able to maintain a blog which at first I thought that I will not be able to..
Today is quite a long day la.. Coz of stupid make-up practical.. Had 2 practical at 1 shot... Gems in the morning was as usual la.. Juz that today went late.. Went there around 8:30am?? This was caused by my own stupidity and blurness.. Guess I juz woke up on the wrong side of bed.. First of all.. Send sms to the wrong person.. Worse still.. Jamie reply me say I send wrong.. Then I forward to her again.. -.-"" Seriously.. I look so much like a blur cock sia.. Then I resend again to Chit... She replied me but I never notice.. OMG.. Seriously stupid and blur.. Then in the end, because of stupid mistakes here and there.. We ended up taking the 4th Pasir Ris Train..
After Gems is PI lecture at MLT1.. Kind of boring as usual la.. Nothing really much happened after the lecture and during break.. Except for kids playing catching around the school.. Koping each other's things.. Haiz... Wanted to join the fun.. But my mind tells me that I should stay peace.. Since I really damn tired to even run.. My face does not show tireness but my actions shows everything..
During practical.. which is like already 2pm?? The first one was quite succeed without much a problem.. The second one is when fatigue overtake me.. Dunno why.. Juz get damn pissed la.. Then my attitude overtake me.. Keep cursing here and there.. Curse the damn machine for being so slow.. Curse the instruction manual for not giving proper information.. Then Agus there.. Still not enough.. Add on to my list of cursing.. He happily sit and lie everywhere in the lab.. Reminded him not to do it liao in the end still do.. Kns.. Minus mark for nothing.. Luckily only half mark.. But seriously wanted to kill him sia.. Seriously wonder how these people survive in the industry.. Will he even go to the extent of lying on the plant floor?? Hope not.. hope that he will be able to survive after graduation..
Reached home damn sianz.. Why? Coz tomorrow practical is FMA.. Experiment that I am doing is the one with currently a 100% screwing rate.. 2 groups have done the practical and both screw them.. Seriously pray hard that I dun screw them sia.. But since I got no one to pray to.. I shall pray to myself and hope I dun screw the practical..
Gilbert Died @ 11:34 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Tiring day
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Total instense labour for today.. Carrying boxes for the whole of morning and afternoon.. Arranging the stores and keep stuffing things into the stores.. Always doing the sai gang.. But bo bian la.. Now all aunties there.. Seems like no one want to work at Popular sia.. Lol.. Going on a shopping spree most likely on this Wednesday.. Writing shopping list soon.. =D
Really quite tired to type much la.. and of coz.. my lazyness overrule all.. Haha.. Just purely LAZY! =D
Tomorrow boring lesson as usual la.. Juz have to endure it through.. But guess I will just end up sleeping through them =D
Gilbert Died @ 11:57 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Work work and more work..
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Next week, last week for school before term break.. which means that I will soon have to work for almost everyday.. I seriously doubt that I have the time to finish my reports.. So I am still rushing my reports now..
BIA is almost done.. Well.. At least completed around 65%.. Left Theory, Introduction and Conclusion.. Seriously.. Not really sure what to write for the theory part.. Dunno what to put in sia..
HTE assignment is due by the end of next week.. Means before the term break start.. Haven even touch it.. But luckily I still know what to write about.. So isn't really that bad.. At least typing and phasing the way isn't that hard..
Still got HTE report and the upcoming 2 PI reports not done.. I seriously hope that my concentration doesn't leave me during the whole of next week..
After term break will be MST.. Really need to study for it sia.. I totally know no shit for Fluid Mechanics.. Really pray hard that I can sqeeuze everything into my tiny puny little bird brain sia..
Life is really quite boring recently.. Well.. At least tomorrow can go lunching with Benson.. But this time dunno go where sia.. Like no place to go liao sia.. Boring.. sianz..
Even though school life is boring... But I really must thanks Chit, Jamie, Terence for brightening up my days in school sia.. Especially Chit sia.. Ur tolerance level really damn high.. I AM TESTING UR PATIENCE! Haha.. And of coz must thank the others who I never mention.. Thanks for playing a part in my life..
Gilbert Died @ 1:18 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Lifes goes on..
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School has been boring as usual.. Same old thing in school.. Morning go school.. then see shit face in class.. then study.. then sleep.. then go home.. Nothing really much happened..
Today.. Terence doesn't seems to be his usual self... Dun wan talk.. Then so quiet.. that emo-face again.. Still wan cripple people sia.. Maybe he is just tired and pissed ba.. Hopefully... Hope to see his usual ji siao face and attitude..
It has been long a time since I do some self-reflection. Maybe someday or sometime.. I should sit down on a table.. Slowly think about the things I had done for the past months.. and whether I have done them right or wrong.. Please feel free to shoot me on my cbox if you find any fault in my character.. Thx..
Even though the work load is piling up.. No way am I going to give up and leave everything there.. So xia suay to lose to something that is not even a living thing...
To all whoever finds that the workload is building up and wants to give up.. DO NOT GIVE UP.. You are not alone.. Everybody is fighting against it..
Gilbert Died @ 9:56 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
A happy looking person may not a happy person
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Seriously now I understand why blogs are closing one after another.. One of the reasons is due to not having enough time to maintain it.. Seriously considering of closing mine.. But I think I will be in serious bad shape.. No place for me to vent my unhappiness when I needed to.. There is also no place to share my happiness with others when there are happy things..
Now come to the boring work part of school.. As expected, predicted, estimated and calculated.. Second year will have a heavier work load.. Before entering second year.. I thought that I am prepared for the work load.. But in the end it seems that I still lose to the work.. I really want to overcome the damn barrier.. but it seems that I no longer have the strength to overcome even a small pebble.. I getting sick and tired of these.. REALLY SICK OF IT..
I beginning to find that those who I thought understand me.. are starting not to understand me.. Those who I thought I understand, I am now starting not being able to understand them.. Even though a lot of things are predicted and I have already made some mind preparation.. BUT THIS IS TOO FUCKING MUCH!! I GONNA EXPLODE SOON!! ARH!! FUCK IT..
I am not sure the source of pressure is coming from.. But this time it is seriously getting down on me.. I was looking for someone to talk to.. But there actually isn't anyone to talk to.. Not that I dun trust my buddies.. But it is just that I dun even know how to start about it..
Thoughts and feelings are now so confused..
I cannot even differentiate between reality and dreams..
I'm such a pathetic soul living in between time and space..
Gilbert Died @ 4:45 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Happy Wedding Anniversary!!
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Today.. Happy day.. My papa and mama wedding anniversary.. Kinda stupid of me in the morning.. I set the reminder on today.. But it is like.. Shouldn't I set few days before so that I can prepare it?? Anyway.. Went for school today.. Morning go GEMs.. Looking at cute botak talking to air.. coz I was talking to Terence.. As usual la.. Boring lectures follow.. then practical.. Nothing much really happened..
After school, dropped by TPY.. get a cake and a bottle of juice? ya.. then just went home after that.. Night time after dinner.. Brought out the cake and juice for my parents.. Nothing much..
Tomorrow practical for HTE.. Sucky but still have to do.. Hope that BITCH dun come out with something funny and asking all sorts of stupid question..
Lastly.. Happy 28th wedding anniversary to papa and mama =D
Gilbert Died @ 11:47 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
Hallucination or Reality
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Today.. Sleep till damn long.. Woke up at 1pm+.. But still a bit blur.. Maybe seems to be overslept after effect.. Everything seems so weird.. It seems that I went to the other dimension.. Everything seems so weird and everyone also seems quite weird.. Can't really explain how weird it is.. but just feel damn odd about today..
First of all, unable to process whatever replies given to me on msn.. Secondly, can't seems to play games well.. Seems to keep pressing the wrong keys.. Thirdly, receive very weird sms from someone..
In short, everything is juz too weird to be able to explain in words.. Maybe I'm still dreaming in my lala land.. Maybe tomorrow when I wake up this post is not even there as it is just a dream.. But I seriously think that I am living in reality and this post will remain when I see my blog tomorrow.. Maybe some things cannot be explained after all..
Gilbert Died @ 7:49 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Enough of shitty stuff
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Ok.. Thats it.. even though recently got a lot of SHITTY stuff happened.. I get so fucking enough of that.. Getting pissed by a lot of things.. Especially at myself for being straight forward.. Well.. I suppose not all people can take criticism.. Maybe I should just shut my gap up and do my own work..
Enough of the fucked up stuff.. Time for some fun stuff.. And unglam photos..

Celebrated Jacob, Chithrra and Ding Rui's birthday... Even though Ding Rui's birthday is over..

Making their wishes =D
Unglam NEXT!!! LOL!!! Chit.. This is specially for you upon your request =D



Ending it with the macho WC carrying her mum on arms.. OMG!!
Didn't take much photo on that day.. So that's all folks.
Hoping that days remaining will be peaceful.. At least let me peacefully graduate..
Gilbert Died @ 8:02 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Busy!!
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Arh!! Dunno why.. I like dun have time to update my blog recently.. I seems to be wasting my time off everyday.. Still got so much having update.. I haven't post Chit's unglam pictures... Then I was like wasting my time off everyday and complaining I got nothing to do!!
What is wrong with me!! I am BUSY.. BUT DUNNO WITH WAT SIA!! >.<"
I am going INSANE soon!!! Get me my BIRD CAGE!!! ARH!!!!
Gilbert Died @ 10:35 PM
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Happy Birthday Chit!!
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First of all, Happy birthday Chit..
Secondly, Still Happy birthday Chit..
Lastly, hope you had fun today Chit..
Today is Chit's birthday.. but of coz.. we celebrated it together with Ding Rui's (Pass already) and Jacob's (Tomorrow)
Lots of group photos taken. But not posting it now.. Kinda not free.. And of coz.. Got UNGLAM PICTURES OF CHITHRRA!!! Wahahahaha..
Went for lunch after that.. Even though 3 people only.. Chit, Kris and me.. but had lots of fun.. Took neoprint for the first time.. OMG.. CHIT WAS IN MY FIRST NEOPRINT!! I am getting sucked off..
Got time then post everything up.. and Jamie.. If u reading this.. YOU ARE GONNA BE DEAD TOMORROW =D
Gilbert Died @ 10:18 PM
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Recent Update + Lots of ranting
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Long time since update.. Friday after school.. Me too bo liao le.. Ask Benson go Serangoon find LS.. Went straight from SP.. Let's see.. Reach there much earlier than expected... So take a walk round Serangoon Centre.. It has been a long time since I went back.. Still remembering the times when I was still living in Serangoon.. The nice food there.. But this time I go back.. Everything changed.. the shops were no longer there.. Everything changed.. We walked till LS release from school.. Then go for lunch.. After that nothing really much..
Saturday nothing much.. celebrated Mother's Day at my Ah ma house.. Every family cook something go there lor.. Like any other mother's day..
Sunday is killer.. As usual la.. Mid year exam here.. People come for last minute purchasing.. In the end no stock then come kpkb here and there.. Maybe I will juz get use to it when time passes..
Monday is a shitty day.. With 2 hours getting stucked with ST Phua in a small little classroom.. Totally sux.. Seeing stucked up people everyday really spoils the day sia.. How I those people just do the society some good deeds by stop being so stucked up like the whole world owes them.. If not, put it in simpler ways.. Juz go jump off building and die..
Curse those wretched live.. Stop spoiling others live if they think theirs suck..
Seriously they should consider about suiciding rather than giving people fucked up attitude..
Gilbert Died @ 6:03 PM
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Labour Day
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Today is Labour Day.. Dunno how the day come about.. Juz know that it is a public holiday and no school today.. Did nothing much today.. Woke up in the morning and continue to watch my code geass.. Then went to meet Benson for lunch.. Go to Whampoa this time because my mei mei say the other time we never go find her.. So this time purposely go there to find her.. Ask her bring us go eat nice food.. Had nasi lemak.. Nothing really special.. but the soya bean is really nice.. Even though the plastic bag that is used to hold it is really VERY sticky.. Lol.. Had some crapping session then go home rest a while..
Went to City Hall to meet Terence.. to be exact is Funan la.. Went there to buy his lappy adaptor coz he lost his.. Many possible link to the lost.. Not gonna explain the word since there is too many question marks on it.. Chilled out at mac with him.. Had some talk cock session also.. Talk till quite long sia.. After that we slowly walk back to MRT then I go home slack..
Let's see.. Today.. Nothing accomplished.. I am such a failure in most ways.. At least I succeeded in wasting the day off.. Now I think I should go and do some work.. Tomorrow gonna be a fucking sad day.. ST Phua lesson.. Lecture somemore.. Screw it... Hate it.. but bo bian.. Had to attend it.. Tomorrow movie session with class cancelled.. Feel damn helpless.. Can only blame on suayness.. Hope to have it asap.. (JAMIE HEARD THAT??)
Nothing much to update.. Actually there is.. But kinda pissed with it.. But juz someone in my blacklist of playing AGAIN... The word AGAIN means that the person was once in my list.. But since most people who I am playing with wants to give him a chance.. So give him lor.. But he threw it away.. So.. TOO BAD LOR..
Gilbert Died @ 10:01 PM