My Deadman Post(s)
Monday, August 31, 2009
Super long and wordy post..
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As stated in the title.. This post, is going to be super long and wordy.. Reason is simple.. Coz I have not been updating for a long long time.. Haha..
Not very sure where to start with.. Since the whole of last week is quite no life.. Study, study and study.. Maybe just do a brief one with my papers..
Until now.. Took 3 papers.. First one was MTA (Mass Transfer of Unit Operation A).. That paper.. Shouldn't be a problem to score.. If I never make any careless mistakes, which obviously I made it often.. Dunno why.. Must be mixed with Benson too long liao.. His carelessness is being spreaded to me for the past dunno how many years.. MTA paper was done quite smoothly.. Since got quite a bunch of past year paper questions..
Second one was PC (Process Control).. Can say that the application questions.. Really killer.. To make it worse.. The first standard 8 marks questions on theory.. Coz I never memorise properly.. Go in exam hall with totally empty mind.. Cannot do a shit about it.. The rest of the paper.. Can say it is sort of scraping through.. I guess making a scrap through pass shouldn't be much of a problem.. Probably ended with a C or C+ for the module I guess.. The paper was finished with quite a bit of stress and headache, which I thought that it is going to be the worse..
Nightmare comes today.. Thermodynamics.. The paper which I hope that should be able to make it through slightly easier than PC.. Ended up.. I get more stressed than PC.. Got more headaches than PC.. Worst of all, I spend more energy than PC.. Totally exhausted and brain dead after thermo.. Paper end at 2+... Was suppose to study H Maths after that.. But.. The feeling.. So sucky.. So tired.. I totally dun feel like doing anything.. So.. Ended up doing what I am best at.. Sleep.. Sleep for dunno how long.. Then go eat liao and went back to sleep again.. So tired that I became too lazy to even take out the notes to study.. Zzzz.. In the end, went home without studying anything..
Home journey.. I journey that I thought will be never ending.. Totally got screwed by SMRT.. Nothing happen until we reached Raffles Place.. Started with the train.. Not coming even after the other side got 2 trains went off liao.. Still thought quite normal.. Since they always like to squeeze many people into 1 train.. Then the train.. Never come.. Wait again.. Came the anouncement.. Saying that train service got disruption.. Need delay for 5 minutes.. 5 minutes still ok.. Then another anouncement came after dunno how long.. 10 minutes delay.. Getting quite pissed.. Then dunno wait for how long.. The ultimate anouncement.. Train service unavailable.. KNS.. TMD... Make me waste so much time then say train service unavailable.. Then LL suck thumb..
Tried SMSing my dad.. ask him for bus to go home from there.. Network busy... Seems like during New Year's Eve and Christmas's Eve.. SMS die die cannot send out.. Super pek chek.. Dunno is lucky for me or suay for Jamie.. She went home from the same direction as me.. Ended up.. Kena trap there together.. I lucky coz got people pei me.. At least I not kena trapped alone.. She suay coz she wasted dunno how long of her life waiting.. Pure waiting.. Somemore.. both of us.. Already super tired.. Then we make our way up to gate entry.. Hear the annoucement.. Train service resume.. Make 1 big round and went down again.. Guess that is how it ended and we finally able to go home..
Today.. Super tired and super sianz.. Totally not doing anything.. Even after reaching home.. Watching animes and slacking around.. So dead for tomorrow.. Better try to squeeze everything into my tiny puny bird brain before I live with regrets sia.. I still want to secure at least a B+ for my maths sia..
Gilbert Died @ 11:26 PM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Exams approached.. Lappy being tortured..
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My poor lappy.. Kind of being neglected.. Since going to have exams in like 2 more days? Still got a lot haven't study.. Gonna screw damn badly I guess.. To make it worse.. My lappy never switch off for near 3 days until this morning.. Coz dling stuffs.. So, it never really rested.. Luckily today went out study.. Otherwise it is going to run non-stop again.. Poor thing..
Speed update for the past few days
Cannot really remember which day liao.. But went out with YL and Phy to bring Khim's prezzy.. Kns.. All 21 liao.. SO OLD!!! LOL.. (Think they gonna kill me if they saw this..) Luckily I don't think they know about this blog.. Haha.. Maybe YL ba.. Went to shop at J8.. Then buy the things.. go drink kohi..
The next day.. After coming back from school.. Start wrapping the present.. Super headache.. Coz totally not as planned.. Firstly, forget to factor in that the present won't stay still.. Since it is soft -.-".. Then forget to plan allowance for it coz I forget that the present is compressible.. In short.. Totally screw la.. Really dunno what I wrapping.. In the end, give up liao.. Chin chye wrap a bit.. dun be too perfectionist liao.. Otherwise I really will die sia..
Saturday.. Went to celebrate Khim's bday.. Some small matters happened.. Also know new people.. Khim really have some nice sec school friends..
Today.. Went to study.. As expected.. My concentration level.. Can NEVER keep constant for long time.. Once lose mood.. Totally screwed.. Proven once again today..
First paper.. Mass Transfer In Unit Operation A.. Gonna screw big time man.. Can't really expect a good pass from it I guess.. But will strive to at least scrap it through.. Then pray hard for others to screw.. Wahahahaha.. Then moderation push me up.. Since it has been the case for the past few semesters.. Haha..
I think I should go sleep soon.. Otherwise become panda liao.. Haven't really have a good sleep this few days.. Either wake up at midnight.. Or wake up earlier than my alarm clock due to other reason.. E.g. Kick people..
Pray hard no more nightmare liao.. At least till I finish exams.. Otherwise, I think I will need to go see psychiatrist liao.. For being too sadist and think of all sorts of rubbish, which I dun really wish to elaborate..
Gilbert Died @ 11:59 PM
Monday, August 17, 2009
I am so lucky-starfied
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For people who doesn't get the meaning of the title.. Basically, Lucky Star is an anime series based on a group of high school girls slice of life.
Reason why I posted this.. Coz I found myself having so much in common with one of the character inside.. Tsukasa-chan. Both like to sleep.. Sucks at study.. Quite blur.. Dun do homework..
Today.. Did something similar to one of the scene.. When it is time to study.. I actually spend a long time keeping my stuff and packing my place.. Haha.. In the end.. Don't have much time left to study.. Gonna screw Plant Safety for tomorrow sia..
Gilbert Died @ 11:58 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Being mature.
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After so many years, I finally realise what is enjoyment. There is no point trying hard to be mature or grow up. Since eventually we will still need to grow up, be mature. I will choose the route of being selective mature. Thinking and processing in the way of an adult when there is a need and learn to have fun like a kid at the same time.
Being mature is not something that we hang on our mouth and keep talking about it.. It is more like the things we do and stuff. Learning how to handle things ourselves and able to think through stuffs is what we are required to learn. Learning is a never ending journey. We gain experience to deal with different type of people as our life goes on. Being exposed to many different type of people helps us gain more ways to deal with them.
Some people, we totally don't have to be nice to them AT ALL. Reason is simple, they don't deserve to be nice. As for the judgement of whether they deserve or not, it applies differently for different people from different poitn of view. Thus, conclusion is different people treat the same person different way. If many people treat the same person the same way, another conclusion we can draw is the problem lies with the person.
Learning to have fun while I am still in Poly.. Last here in there.. Must learn to enjoy the times with my friends.. Must have more 麻辣 steamboat session.. More mahjong session.. And of coz.. I hope to plan 1 chalet before we graduate.. Or at the very least a BBQ session.
Not only thinking about having fun with newer friends and forgot about this older friends.. Must meet up more often with them for gathering.. Come to think of it.. It has already been 6 years since I know them.. As for the year end gathering..
Benson!!! Need help must say wor.. Faster work out the budgets with those botaks and that 1 non-botak slacking at CMPB..Gonna have a big one before I become botak man..
Gilbert Died @ 11:58 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
怕
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害怕是一种感觉。当人感到无奈和无助的时候，往往都会告诉自己。
我不怕，我不怕。其实心里已经怕到不知道自己在说什么。
为了假装自己不怕别人，就会骂一大堆脏话，以为人家会因为他是一个不好惹的人。
可惜，可惜，他忘了我们大多数的人都是在一个充满脏话的社会里生长。这一点点的脏话我们都不放在眼里。只觉得他没教养，没文化，没修养。
偶尔说漏嘴的脏话还不算什么。动不动就骂脏话的人，已经算是无药可救了，和一般的社会败类没两样。我们唯一能希望的就是这些人能早一点想通，从败类的边缘爬回来。
这世界实在是太多的败类了。嗨...
Gilbert Died @ 12:59 AM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Mass Update
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Yesterday was a bit too tired to update for the past few days.. Super dead.. After work.. Walked home.. Coz I am stinking like hell and I don't really want to take MRT home..
On the way home.. My legs are really aching.. Feel worse than after running 2.4km.. After standing/running for 14 hours.. Tired till the extend that I thought I may not be able to make it home.. Anyway.. In the end, I somehow make it home I guess..
Lets start with update on Saturday.. SQ's Bday.. Went all the way to Changi Airport to celebrate for her.. Reason is simple.. She loves aeroplanes.. LOL..
Afternoon, nothing much ba.. Just went back TPY to see that atrium fair.. Go see if anything nice nice to buy.. Haha.. Maybe I am suppose to be a spendthrift after all.. Haha..
Night as usual lor.. Weekly routine.. Decided not to elarborate much.. Go visit grandparents and nothing else much ba..
Sunday is more fun.. Coz its NATIONAL DAY.. LOL.. Everything was quite normal until night time.. Haha.. Near 8:22pm.. Chris went HYPER.. Lol.. She damn 自high la.. Few minutes before the pledge taking.. She go around telling others to remind them to take the pledge.. Then we even discussed about the pledge.. About remembering them.. Sad to say.. I dun quite remember the english version.. Memory of it is in pieces.. But somehow.. I can actually remember the chinese version better -.-" Maybe that is why I am a chinese.. Not some fake ang moh that most Singaporean is trying to be..
I suppose that is the only highlight of the day.. Chris always bring fun to work.. Even during normal days.. She rearranging the store.. She will have all sorts of funny hair style.. which one of the funniest is her two super sort ponytail.. Haha.. Like some small girl.. Auntie liao still like people call her girl.. Maybe that is what they mean by 人老心不老.. which obviously I am the opposite..
Yesterday morning was cooling.. However, in the afternoon disaster.. Coz no fan and it is rather humid.. With so many tall posters and stands blocking air flow.. Super duper hot.. My shirt was literally WET.. Went to toilet twice for the whole day.. Both main purpose is to squeeze my shirt.. try to dry it a bit..
Had my Lunner (Lunch + Dinner) quite late.. Well that makes up my meal for the day.. Others part of my stomach all replace by drinks.. Coffee and water.. Lol..
Nightfall, closing time.. Have to pack up everything.. Nothing much.. Pure labour work.. Only 1 small things that I learn.. Maybe next time I should wear cotton gloves when keeping wagons.. Their wooden boards.. Totally chui.. So many splinters on the edges.. Kena dunno how many last night.. Kena liao then pull out.. Repeat dunno how many times.. But what to do.. Complain also no use.. Quite use to splinter liao.. Except for those that drives directly through my skin and hard to take out.. Those juz poke in and easy take out one.. Quite normal liao I guess..
It seems that every job got their unique frequent injury.. Last time in Mac.. frostbite, oil scald, oil splash and ice cut.. Now, in Popular.. papercut, splinter, cardboard cuts and of coz penknife cuts are more often..
Maybe the main factor is my clumsiness.. Super clumsiness and stupid.. I don't think I am good at anything except for my wretched mouth that goes around irritating people.. and maybe my forte.. Sleeping.. Sleep anywhere, anytime, any position.. Be it standing or sitting..
Long time never type so much liao.. Wound on my finger.. So small yet so pain.. Hard to type.. Maybe I shall end here and hope for a better day..
Exams coming liao.. To all taking exam soon.. Be it O Level, A Level, Poly Year 1, Year 2, Year 3.. All the best and 加油！！
Gilbert Died @ 11:36 PM
Friday, August 7, 2009
New working environment
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Today.. Went to work.. Totally new working environment.. Instead of working in an air-con environment, today I work in open air area.. Popular having an atrium sales in HDB hub.. All the way till monday..
First thing to do when I reached there.. Move tables.. Pile of tables.. So bloody hard to hold.. No proper grip.. To make it worse... Kena splinter.. Zzzz..
Learn new stuff today.. Learn how to work with ancient POS machine.. Erm.. Comparing with the one Popular using.. That one really ancient liao.. It is more of those used in small shops.. The funny thing is.. Ancient cash register attached with high tech credit card machine.. Lol.. So not matchy.. Learn how to use that stupid credit card thingy and NETS.. To think that I am learning that after using my ATM card for NETS for 5 years.. Wow.. Lol..
Night time also not good.. Now understand how the cashiers are going through every night.. See so many figures.. So blur.. Then count money count till so late.. Juz that today I got 1 more things than them.. Have to cover the stuffs up.. Since the fair is in open space.. Have to cover them up and leave them there overnight with a security there looking after it.. Lol..
Reached home at 11:45pm++ Totally stinky and sticky.. Super tired.. Tomorrow still have to wake up early go Changi.. Nice one man..
Looking at the time now.. Already 1+am liao.. Going to be damn high tomorrow liao..
Gilbert Died @ 11:58 PM
Monday, August 3, 2009
Small updates with rantings.
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Slept for more than half the day during on saturday.. Getting back all the sleeps that I miss during the weekdays.. Finally a weekend able to rest properly.. Since that stupid PC case study finally hand in liao.. Clear 1 big headache.. Currently left with MTA practical, Thermodynamics assignment and the 2 on-going projects..
Deciding to go steel form liao.. Screw those who contribute 0% to reports.. and of coz.. Not to forget to screw that asshole who put us into a group. Luckily, today he gave me the green signal to carry on to do the project without that bitch.. Otherwise really going to shoot him until he LL and try to shut me up with authorities..
Sunday work is still quite normal.. Nothing much new.. Except for my name tag.. Got a new name tag.. After using a name tag for 2 years plus.. The name tag.. already super old liao.. My name also blur till cannot see.. Lol..
Nothing really much.. Except some advice to those snobbish english speaking asshole, I talked to you in Mandarin because that is my mother tongue and I respect it.. Not because I do not understand english.. Want talk bad about my service.. Please kindly move your ass out of the store before talking bad about me.. and.. I do not really see a problem with my service.. If you do not believe me.. Why bother to ask me in the first place..
Today was kinda bored.. EIC screwed.. So hard not to be my usual self.. Screw it man.. Maybe I am not suited to be a kind hearted person.. Maths quiz tomorrow.. Still haven't touch it.. And more quiz for GEMs.. Bleah..
Gilbert Died @ 9:59 PM
